You make me happy you make me sad you make me angry you make me mad you mde me feel again you make me breathe you started my whole world again like it was your own book to read. You stole my heart you have my soul you stood in front of me like it was your turn to bowl. My life had started when you came in you knew how to unlock me like you knew my pin and now your love is all I need to keep me alive happy and free.
Friday, December 2, 2011
Your Love Is All I Need
The Love Of My Life
I always dreamed of the day I'd meet the one.
The day that my Romeo would sweep my away.
But I never thought it would actually be.
It was just a dream.
A fantasy so far off that would never come true.
I prayed that you would come.
That God would send the only one that I'd ever need.
The only one that would ever make me feel special.
The day that my Romeo would sweep my away.
But I never thought it would actually be.
It was just a dream.
A fantasy so far off that would never come true.
I prayed that you would come.
That God would send the only one that I'd ever need.
The only one that would ever make me feel special.
So I waited.
I waited with hope.
Hope that I'd be given the gift to love and to be loved.
And then that day in sweet November.
Oh, that day I'll never forget.
It was when all my hopes, dreams, and prayers came true.
The day when you left your guys to be with me.
Why me? I had to ask myself.
Then I realized you were the one.
The one who would encourage me, charish me, and love me till the end.
I waited with hope.
Hope that I'd be given the gift to love and to be loved.
And then that day in sweet November.
Oh, that day I'll never forget.
It was when all my hopes, dreams, and prayers came true.
The day when you left your guys to be with me.
Why me? I had to ask myself.
Then I realized you were the one.
The one who would encourage me, charish me, and love me till the end.
You just can't imagine the way you make me feel.
It's a feeling I just can't explain.
The feeling I get whenever I look at you,
Hear your name, or feel the slightest touch of your hand.
I love the way you look at me, and the way you make me smile.
I especially love the way you place your hands around my waist and softly tickle until I get chills.
I just wonder if your hands could feel the butterflies I get while they were there.
And I can't forget your gentle kiss.
Your lips softly kissing my back.
I wanted that moment to last forever.
And your brown eyes.
Looking in them I get lost in my thoughts.
It all seems so perfect.
It's a feeling I just can't explain.
The feeling I get whenever I look at you,
Hear your name, or feel the slightest touch of your hand.
I love the way you look at me, and the way you make me smile.
I especially love the way you place your hands around my waist and softly tickle until I get chills.
I just wonder if your hands could feel the butterflies I get while they were there.
And I can't forget your gentle kiss.
Your lips softly kissing my back.
I wanted that moment to last forever.
And your brown eyes.
Looking in them I get lost in my thoughts.
It all seems so perfect.
I can't wait until we finally belong to each other.
The day we both say "I do".
And the gift that we will exchange.
The gift we've saved our whole lives to give that special one.
So forever you will be my one and only.
The one and only love of my life.
The day we both say "I do".
And the gift that we will exchange.
The gift we've saved our whole lives to give that special one.
So forever you will be my one and only.
The one and only love of my life.
My Forever Love
It wasn't til that day I met you that I'd fall in love with someone so special as you when I first saw you, I knew you were the one When I look at you, I just want to melt When you hold me I never want you to let go I want to be in your arms forever I dream that someday we will be one I will always love you Tell me you love me I know you do I know I love you! I love for you is FOREVER! My Forever Love
In My Heart
In my heart, I hold your love close, It's your love that I need the most. I sit here as I watch the sunrise In the morning dew, I see the tip of it looking like a flame, As I'm feeling this burning love for you. I sit here alone with all my thoughts of you, Watching the sunlght begin to fill the room. Thinking of our future, And all the things that we will do, You holding me in your arms, Your heart beating against mine, As we get lost in time. As I dream of that distant place, Where you will always be mine. In my heart you will always be, The one, the only one for me! I don't look forward going through the day, Knowing you're not here with me. Thinking of the endless hours, And the days dragging by. Why does it have to be this way? I have a wish for you and me, And I hope that the good Lord grants it, For you see, I wish that you would bring your love to me. In my heart, You will never leave, So I don't have to grieve, In my heart, You're my only one, And I want you with me always, Till all our days are done.
I Love You All My Life
I love you all my life, Now and forever I will always love you, and whatever trials, I will come closer I will always be faithful and true to you You have given me hope, made me stronger in times when I am blue The hope which I thought was really hard to find Just came along the way, just at the right time The time in which no more tears left to cry Your hugs of comfort ease my pain, now, there's no need to cry I am amazed of how you filled my heart with so much love You treat me like a princess, so glad how you raise me up above You have been pouring out so much love from your heart my dear And all my life I will serve and love you And for you, all trials I'll bear.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Dead without you
Would it make sense if I beg you to stay?
Would it change a thing?
You clearly don't think I am good enough
You clearly don't want to do anything for me
So why should I try?
Why should I fight?
Cause my love is bigger?
But what about YOUR love?
You said “forever”
You said “I'll never leave you”
And I believed you
I was so stupid and naive that I believed you
And now I'm here, lying on my bed,
moping and screaming and shouting and crying
begging you not to leave me
Begging and pleading,
knowing it's for nothing
Cause you said such horrible things
I'll never be able to forget again
That it has never been worthy
That it has never been good
When some hours ago you were telling me
that I am amazing and beautiful
Now you say that it'll never work out
that it never has
and it's the first time you admit it
After so many months... 10 months..
isn't it enough?
I've been fighting and crying and begging and pleading
and you never did anything like this
And now you say that it'll never work out?
Ironic,isn't it?
The one who should beg is cold as ice
The one who should end it is moping around
Forgetting my pride and crawling behind
When I should be the one who say you're not good enough
You see how not fair it is
But you don't do anything to make it right
You know how it hurts
And you still don't care
You never showed me
if you really loved me
You never fought for me
And now...
You don't want me
Anymore
So I'll have to survive it
I'll have to stand up
after that you kicked me
down again
after you broke me
and never hold me
and won't ever help me
be myself again
All the dreams and hopes
All the planned future
goes to hell with your words
that it's not going to work
You won't even try
to make it a better thing
You won't even change yourself
for me
And now I'm supposed
to believe that you love me?
That you loved me once before?
Before you ended it?
Forgive me if I don't
If I'm not that naive
Forgive me if I don't forget
those words that you said
Forgive me if I don't feel like
living this life all over again
Forgive if I don't want to
trust someone again
Cause after you did me
I don't want to fall again
You made me fall,you dumped me
and kicked me, smashed my heart to pieces
and ripped me apart
So forgive me if I can't forget all that you did
All that you said
Cause I'm not a strong person
I am so weak
You know all my deepest secrets
and my weakest points
You know me better
than I know myself
And I gave you all
I gave you everything
And your answer to all this
you dump me and break me
I gave you more than I could
I gave you more than you can imagine
I gave you everything
Everything that I had
My heart, my body, my soul
All my dreams and future
And you show me your gratitude
by throwing me away
So now I've got nothing else
No family,no friends,
no one I can trust
No one.
Not even you.
Dying On The Inside
My heart is beating
My heart is pleading
To be saved
Its going bad
It's going mad
It need help now
Before it sops making a sound
It's yelling and yelling
It's swelling and swelling
But when it screams
No one ever hears
They are just standing there
They just stare
It's breaking and breaking
Every things shaking
I then feel a pain
Something that feels like a chain
Suffocating me
It rips through my soul
It's making holes
Then it gets to my heart
And starts tearing it apart
Then it crumbles
And tumbles
Down a dark hole
I then lose myself
And am forced to live in the shadow
Of someone else
GOODBYE
Goodbye my love why did god take you away?
Why my love did you have to take your life
Why didn't I try to contact you sooner
Why couldn't it be my arms wrapped around your neck
and not a nose
Why wasn't I not there to comfort you
I need to feel your touch
I need to taste your sweet lips
instead of bitter salty tears
I need to hear you say you love me
When your mother told me you died that terrible night I was devastated
I miss you baby
you haunt me till this day
Why couldn't it be me and not you
You were doing better anyway
If I could die and it would bring you back i would do it happily
but I can't so I am saying my goodbyes
Goodbye hour long phone calls
Goodbye carelessly sweet kisses
Goodbye my other half
Goodbye.......I can't do this
I can't live without him!
I'm coming my love
to everybody else..........
Goodbye!!BROKEN
My love for you has died out.
The pain it causes for me puts a hole through my chest,
as if there was nothing there to begin with.
When you cut me open,
I never thought I would bleed.
Just take me,
and shut me out.
Just don't break me,
because I am broken enough.
You once said you loved me,
But that all soon changed.
Once you knew I was different,
You disowned me.
Destroyed me.
Hated me.
Now I cry tears of crimson
that stain my carpet of sadness and pain.
I'm not that strong willed.
I can't smile while hurt.
All of you that I have now,
Is the imprint of your hatred
Upon my heart.
Forever incomplete
When we swore to never be apart
I never knew that it was just me
You are still in my heart and soul
You have my whole heart
I'll forever be just a half waiting to be whole
My love in vain
You don't even understand this pain
Without you it's like
The day without sun
Rain without clouds
A kid without parents
A pool without water
A rainbow without color
Thunder without lightning
A laugh without a smile
Family with no love
Night without the moon or stars
You are still whole and happy
I'm forced to still love and miss you
There is still no words to describe it
Without you I'll always be incomplete
MY LOVE TILL END
You were my only happiness,
My one and only highness
I kept my secrets with you,
Cause I know you were true
Darkness came into me,
For only you I can only be
But darkness turned into darkest,
Cause you left me and have eternal rest
My tears fell down,
My heart was drown
You left without a warning,
You vanished in just a fling
Your laughter and smile,
I can't search it in an isle
Your brown eyes and well-formed nose,
I love and misses those
I know you're still with me,
Your love's within my heart
Though life is no longer present,
Our souls will never part
I know its not the last,
For time is evenly fast
So long for now my happiness,
Until we meet again my highness
Now I understand, finely like sand
Why you'd left and chose HIS land
For now, in heaven I want to send
MY LOVE for you TILL THE END.
ALONE
Everyday I'm waking up to find myself alone again,
To sing another painful song of joy,
Drifting through a day of lies,
Twisted words and painful sighs,
I keep myself locked away for good.
Every time I sing to you,
I always sing the wrong tune,
I wish that we could go back in time,
Happiness is what you were,
And I gave you my last curse,
You will never see the light again,
Can't we ever start again,
Back in time to where it began,
I dream of past every single day,
I don't know what I did to you,
But you broke my heart all the way through,
And yet you're still always by my side,
You thought that I would break your heart,
But I never ever looked apart,
Your eyes were always gleaming oh so bright,
And when the tears roll down my face,
Still I get a cold embrace,
Do you really love me at all.
HIDUPKU YG MALANG
hidup ni memang menyakitkan hati..asal aku x amti je ek.? baru x sakit hati..org yg aku sayang tinggalkan aku mcm 2 ja..hina sangat ka aku ni..aku taw la umo aku lagi muda dari dia..tapi knapa dia sanggup buat aku mcm ni..apa salah aku..AKU HARAP DAN BERDOA..,AGAR DIA AKN KEMBALI PADAKU PADA MASA AKN DATANG
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
HARI YG PALING SEDIH DALAM HIDUP.
Thanks sbb sudi hadir dalam hidup saya..saya sayang awak sangat2..sy minta maaf klu sy ada buat salah kat awak..tapi sy nk awak tahu ini..,sy sayangkan awak sepanjang hidup dy.,walaupun kita dh berpisah..,hati sy tetap milik awak..dan sy harap..,awak akn terima sy blik pada masa yg akn datang..,sy sayangkan awak slmanya..,dan klu sy sudah tiada..,sy harap awak akn jmpa org yg lebih baik dari sy..
Monday, April 11, 2011
Thinking Of You
The sun is setting on a lonely day The colours are splitting, the perfect way Your strolling home as you see this too And I watch from a window thinking of you From this day on, Ill look forever That magical sunset, our memories together To help me through when my life gets tough And when I feel that Ive had enough The sun you see, makes me think of you The miracle of it, the wonder too I see you both everyday as you know To stop seeing either, Id have to say, no The bright colours shine from within my heart The colours of a sunset, a special part Of a day in my life I wish you could see Just whats its like, just to be me.
What You Are To Me
You're the sun that warms my face You're the winds that embrace You're the calmness the ocean sound brings You're the beauty of flowers in the spring You've given me hope when I didn't have any You've given me forgiveness that I didn't deserve You've given me more than I could ever ask for You've even given me love when I didn't love you in return You are my very best friend You are my soul mate to the end You are the love of my heart I know we will never part. So if you ever need me Know that I'll be there I want to love you the way you have loved me I want you to know how much I care No matter where I go or what I do I'll spend the rest of my life Showing how much I love you
You Are On My Mind
It makes me happy just being by your side All those feelings I just can't hide You'll always be in my heart Can't bear the pain when were apart Nobody is as special as you are to me Now I hope you are beginning to see Just how much I care for you And all my feelings will always be true I can't describe how much I care But when you need me, I will be there To wipe those tears when you are sad To make you happy when you are mad All these things I really can do Just remember I'm thinking of you You are on my mind 24-7.
Your Smile
Unimaginable to queens and doves I was caught between soft gasps of delight and the privileged serenity of taking in your smile That solicitous smile delivered hope to my soul when soft swept words carried dusk into nocturnal magic Then a trickle of light nestled your hair and I waited for the wind and tiny bells to ring the anticipating sound of surrender.
Days Without You
I miss you so much day and night I can't realise why you're gone I just think I treat you right but now I'm again alone The days without you are so long these days - without your kiss and smile and I don't know what I've done wrong I've been thinking of this for a while A few questions that I need to know - why does my heart feel so bad ? why you could ever hurt me so ? why can't I get you out of my head ?.... Now I'm standing here alone with this weight upon my heart wondering why you're gone remembering our feelings from the start In my mind I have all my memories in a range - each moment spent with you is unforgettable but I can't realise what made you change for me this is just un-get-able I know I won't pull trough without you by my side so baby come to me - don't run and hide The only thing I want is to be with you please honey - make my wish come true Don't you know that you make my days count? And I'm always happy when you're around it doesn't matter what we do as long as I'm here with YOU
You Are My Life
You are the stars in my night time,
You are the blue sky in my day,
You are the water in my ocean,
You are the light showing me the way,
You are the sunshine in my eyes,
You are the wind blowing through my hair,
You are the beating in my heart,
You are my life - you're always there.
You are the blue sky in my day,
You are the water in my ocean,
You are the light showing me the way,
You are the sunshine in my eyes,
You are the wind blowing through my hair,
You are the beating in my heart,
You are my life - you're always there.
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