Friday, December 2, 2011

Your Love Is All I Need

You make me happy
you make me sad
you make me angry
you make me mad
you mde me feel again
you make me breathe
you started my whole world again
like it was your own book to read.

You stole my heart
you have my soul
you stood in front of me
like it was your turn to bowl.
My life had started when you came in
you knew how to unlock me
like you knew my pin
and now your love is all I need
to keep me alive happy and free.

The Love Of My Life

I always dreamed of the day I'd meet the one.
The day that my Romeo would sweep my away.
But I never thought it would actually be.
It was just a dream.
A fantasy so far off that would never come true.
I prayed that you would come.
That God would send the only one that I'd ever need.
The only one that would ever make me feel special.
So I waited.
I waited with hope.
Hope that I'd be given the gift to love and to be loved.
And then that day in sweet November.
Oh, that day I'll never forget.
It was when all my hopes, dreams, and prayers came true.
The day when you left your guys to be with me.
Why me? I had to ask myself.
Then I realized you were the one.
The one who would encourage me, charish me, and love me till the end.
You just can't imagine the way you make me feel.
It's a feeling I just can't explain.
The feeling I get whenever I look at you,
Hear your name, or feel the slightest touch of your hand.
I love the way you look at me, and the way you make me smile.
I especially love the way you place your hands around my waist and softly tickle until I get chills.
I just wonder if your hands could feel the butterflies I get while they were there.
And I can't forget your gentle kiss.
Your lips softly kissing my back.
I wanted that moment to last forever.
And your brown eyes.
Looking in them I get lost in my thoughts.
It all seems so perfect.
I can't wait until we finally belong to each other.
The day we both say "I do".
And the gift that we will exchange.
The gift we've saved our whole lives to give that special one.
So forever you will be my one and only.
The one and only love of my life.

My Forever Love

It wasn't til that day I met you
that I'd fall in love with someone
so special as you
when I first saw you, 
I knew you were the one
When I look at you,
I just want to melt
When you hold me
I never want you to let go
I want to be in your arms forever
I dream that someday we will be one
I will always love you
Tell me you love me
I know you do
I know I love you!
I love for you is FOREVER!
My Forever Love

In My Heart

In my heart,
I hold your love close,
It's your love that I need the most.
I sit here as I watch the sunrise
In the morning dew,
I see the tip of it looking like a flame,
As I'm feeling this burning love for you.
I sit here alone with all my thoughts of you,
Watching the sunlght begin to fill the room.
Thinking of our future,
And all the things that we will do,
You holding me in your arms,
Your heart beating against mine,
As we get lost in time.
As I dream of that distant place,
Where you will always be mine.
In my heart you will always be,
The one, the only one for me!
I don't look forward going through the day,
Knowing you're not here with me.
Thinking of the endless hours,
And the days dragging by.
Why does it have to be this way?
I have a wish for you and me,
And I hope that the good Lord grants it,
For you see,
I wish that you would bring your love to me.
In my heart,
You will never leave,
So I don't have to grieve,
In my heart, 
You're my only one,
And I want you with me always,
Till all our days are done.

I Love You All My Life

I love you all my life, 
Now and forever
I will always love you, and whatever
trials, I will come closer
I will always be faithful and true to you
You have given me hope, made me 
stronger in times when I am blue

The hope which I thought was
really hard to find
Just came along the way, just
at the right time
The time in which no more tears
left to cry
Your hugs of comfort ease my pain,
now, there's no need to cry

I am amazed of how you filled my
heart with so much love
You treat me like a princess, so glad
how you raise me up above
You have been pouring out so much
love from your heart my dear
And all my life I will serve and love you
And for you, all trials I'll bear.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Dead without you

Would it make sense if I beg you to stay?
Would it change a thing?
You clearly don't think I am good enough
You clearly don't want to do anything for me
So why should I try?
Why should I fight?
Cause my love is bigger?
But what about YOUR love?
You said “forever”
You said “I'll never leave you”
And I believed you
I was so stupid and naive that I believed you
And now I'm here, lying on my bed,
moping and screaming and shouting and crying
begging you not to leave me
Begging and pleading,
knowing it's for nothing
Cause you said such horrible things
I'll never be able to forget again
That it has never been worthy
That it has never been good
When some hours ago you were telling me
that I am amazing and beautiful
Now you say that it'll never work out
that it never has
and it's the first time you admit it
After so many months... 10 months..
isn't it enough?
I've been fighting and crying and begging and pleading
and you never did anything like this
And now you say that it'll never work out?
Ironic,isn't it?
The one who should beg is cold as ice
The one who should end it is moping around
Forgetting my pride and crawling behind
When I should be the one who say you're not good enough
You see how not fair it is
But you don't do anything to make it right
You know how it hurts
And you still don't care
You never showed me 
if you really loved me
You never fought for me
And now...
You don't want me
So I'll have to survive it
I'll have to stand up
after that you kicked me
down again
after you broke me
and never hold me
and won't ever help me
be myself again
All the dreams and hopes
All the planned future
goes to hell with your words
that it's not going to work
You won't even try 
to make it a better thing
You won't even change yourself
for me
And now I'm supposed
to believe that you love me?
That you loved me once before?
Before you ended it?
Forgive me if I don't
If I'm not that naive
Forgive me if I don't forget
those words that you said
Forgive me if I don't feel like
living this life all over again
Forgive if I don't want to
trust someone again
Cause after you did me
I don't want to fall again
You made me fall,you dumped me
and kicked me, smashed my heart to pieces
and ripped me apart
So forgive me if I can't forget all that you did
All that you said
Cause I'm not a strong person 
I am so weak
You know all my deepest secrets
and my weakest points
You know me better
than I know myself
And I gave you all
I gave you everything
And your answer to all this
you dump me and break me
I gave you more than I could
I gave you more than you can imagine
I gave you everything
Everything that I had
My heart, my body, my soul
All my dreams and future
And you show me your gratitude
by throwing me away
So now I've got nothing else
No family,no friends,
no one I can trust
No one.
Not even you.

Dying On The Inside

My heart is beating
My heart is pleading
To be saved
Its going bad
It's going mad
It need help now
Before it sops making a sound
It's yelling and yelling
It's swelling and swelling
But when it screams 
No one ever hears
They are just standing there
They just stare
It's breaking and breaking
Every things shaking
I then feel a pain
Something that feels like a chain
Suffocating me
It rips through my soul
It's making holes
Then it gets to my heart
And starts tearing it apart
Then it crumbles
And tumbles 
Down a dark hole
I then lose myself
And am forced to live in the shadow
Of someone else