Would it make sense if I beg you to stay? Would it change a thing? You clearly don't think I am good enough You clearly don't want to do anything for me So why should I try? Why should I fight? Cause my love is bigger? But what about YOUR love? You said “forever” You said “I'll never leave you” And I believed you I was so stupid and naive that I believed you And now I'm here, lying on my bed, moping and screaming and shouting and crying begging you not to leave me Begging and pleading, knowing it's for nothing Cause you said such horrible things I'll never be able to forget again That it has never been worthy That it has never been good When some hours ago you were telling me that I am amazing and beautiful Now you say that it'll never work out that it never has and it's the first time you admit it After so many months... 10 months.. isn't it enough? I've been fighting and crying and begging and pleading and you never did anything like this And now you say that it'll never work out? Ironic,isn't it? The one who should beg is cold as ice The one who should end it is moping around Forgetting my pride and crawling behind When I should be the one who say you're not good enough You see how not fair it is But you don't do anything to make it right You know how it hurts And you still don't care You never showed me if you really loved me You never fought for me And now... You don't want me Anymore So I'll have to survive it I'll have to stand up after that you kicked me down again after you broke me and never hold me and won't ever help me be myself again All the dreams and hopes All the planned future goes to hell with your words that it's not going to work You won't even try to make it a better thing You won't even change yourself for me And now I'm supposed to believe that you love me? That you loved me once before? Before you ended it? Forgive me if I don't If I'm not that naive Forgive me if I don't forget those words that you said Forgive me if I don't feel like living this life all over again Forgive if I don't want to trust someone again Cause after you did me I don't want to fall again You made me fall,you dumped me and kicked me, smashed my heart to pieces and ripped me apart So forgive me if I can't forget all that you did All that you said Cause I'm not a strong person I am so weak You know all my deepest secrets and my weakest points You know me better than I know myself And I gave you all I gave you everything And your answer to all this you dump me and break me I gave you more than I could I gave you more than you can imagine I gave you everything Everything that I had My heart, my body, my soul All my dreams and future And you show me your gratitude by throwing me away So now I've got nothing else No family,no friends, no one I can trust No one. Not even you.